Mi trip IV

I'm writing myself here, even if I only let a few people read it.
Here is pretty much everything even remotely interesting that goes through my head. and other stuff
Even if I talk about myself so much it's annoying and constantly address people without preamble or seeming reason and am constantly cryptic and over-analytic, it's nice here.
I come here to vent, to think and to process.
To pour out soul-smothering, poorly rhyming haikus and have pity parties where I get to take my shitty problems too seriously. and use too many adverbs idgaf I can do whatever I want here. This is my blog. I can be myself...

however

Sometimes I think I'm writing myself here in the fictional way.
I'm supposed to be writing all this for my own entertainment and sanity preservation, so I can remember the least taintedly.
But I still bullshit. So, why?



cause I want to forget the non-cool parts of my life and keep only the blog worthy ones and it works great so there