solo

Leave me alone.
Leave me here to breathe, eat and sleep true loneliness; to find and kill every fuzzy part of myself still standing.
Leave me alone to rot. To pollute all things within reach.

I'll live the standstill at the fullest; until I grow sick of my own voice, until I've poisoned myself with gloomy, ominous thoughts.
Until I grow tired or fearful of loneliness.
Until I grow jaded, bitter, odd, unbalanced.
I'll exhale those feelings from my scorched lungs and they will bother me no more.

I'd like to find a space that is my own so I don't have to let anyone in.
I don't want to need anyone.
I'd like to be left alone.




dealing with people is hard cause they judge you and you disappoint them endlessly