3: things I'm afraid of

I'm afraid of Rebel wilson's character in Cats 2019.
I'm afraid of big dogs.
I'm afraid of lonely buses.
I'm afraid of the railway pass under the bridge near my house, specially at night.
I'm afraid of creepy guys that follow me.
I'm afraid of myself sometimes.
I'm afraid of falling in love every time I think I might.
I'm afraid of forgetting who I am.
I'm afraid I need others to define me.
I'm afraid of being meek and cowardly.
I'm afraid that I will outlive all my close relatives.
I'm afraid of what my mind calls being fat.
I'm afraid of not being independent enough and also being so selfish I end up alone and unable to take care of myself.