desemplea2

I don't want to do what I'm told not to do either.

I'm currently very lacking in
p u r p o s e

My passive existence
is just a reflection
of the purpose I'm missing.
Should I fall for the perception:
the redemption of profession?

My unrefined shallow mind
seeking instant gratification
inclined to leave behind
the notion of long-term happiness.

"believing in yourself is for suckers who will forgive all the dumb shit they did  that landed them where they are"

The glee of achieving goals
of filling roles to say you have a soul
seems so empty, so commercial, so dull.

I just don't want to do what I'm told.

Also Ambition seems pointless in its paradoxical basic quality.

"y'knooowww you aren't a true Ambitionist unless you're never really happy 'cause you're SOOO ambitious. And THAT makes you happy. See how it works perfectly?"

I just don't want to do what I'm told.

I lack the will to struggle and make it
I lack the will to straddle and fake it
I lack the will to help destroy the world
I lack the will to help save it.